esther and life...

so...i haven't posted a blog in a long time, but i just feel like writing because i want to ask anyone who reads this to pray for me.

tomorrow (March 1) i hear from Teach for America...and i just find out if i get an interview with them later in march...
i have been accepted to go on STINT (1 year with crusade overseas) already, but still don't have a placement...though i've been told i'll probably get my first choice...which is argentina.

please just pray for my next year and that i will go where God leads me and that my motives will be totally pure. i don't really care what i am doing at this point, as long as it is in God's will.

part of me just doesn't even want to get an interview with TFA...that that particular door will be closed...so that deciding will be easier (because then i won't really have to decide)

i read all of Esther yesterday, and it was very encouraging to me because you can so evidently see God's hand moving in her life (and even in the lives of those around her) to bring about His glory...

so...my words are really unimportant...just please pray for discernment.

thanks!

love, jess